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Its my *17th* birthday today...
incase you were wondering..
everyone have a good weekend
XOXO
Kola |
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| update...
going to kacis.. cus its her 18th birthday!!!
having a FABULOUS time doing who knows what
loving life at the moment
my friends are SPECTACULAR
spring break is ONE week away
couldnt be happier
XOXO
Kaitlyn |
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| - unbreakable Its kind of ironic. When you begin to date someone and start a relationship, you give them your all. You promise that you will be faithful and that you will devote all of yourself and time to only them. So what is that to say about one night stands? They are probably the most heated and passionate moments. In essence you tell them with your actions that you are completely devoting yourself to them.. well for at least the time being. But then in the morning you wake up and realize that the night is over grab your stuff and leave. Which in most cases the feeling is mutual and there is no problem. Everyone goes on their way and nothing more is said. But I guess there are those very rare times when you kiss someone unexpectedly just as a joke or a "one night stand" type of thing and something happens. You realize that this isn't just going to be a get your stuff, leave, and it be over type of kiss. That maybe for once the feeling of leaving is something you dont want to admit to because staying, feels so much better. Because you know, the minute you say goodbye and walk out that door, that feeling, no matter how strong must disappear.
xoxo
Kaitlyn |
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| weekend recap...
Friday - sam and my night together.. best part about it was eating dinner.. interesting conversations for sure.. we went to the game to see my girl KELSEY JOY SPELLMAN kick some butt.. then you know.. out for the rest of the evening. Let me just say I got a little soaked by the end of the night 
Saturday - sooo busy.. worked til two or so then got ready for a night out... again!!! Went to bucca de peppo for the first time and it was delicious! YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE  Then danced with the hottest ladies on the planet for a couple of hours and finally ended the night with them.
Fabulous weekend.. plus only 4 days of school this week then a 4 day weekend... couldnt ask for anything better!
CoMmEnT Me
xoxo
Kaitlyn |
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| I'm tired. I'm tired of continuing to work at this. Because its not working anymore. I keep pushing and pushing and pushing to be apart and its just not happening. And Ive been working so hard that I forgot the people who have been there for me and want to be in my life with out me trying to struggle to be apart of theirs. I should of known that it wouldnt work but I was convinced that if I was nice enough if I was popular enough if I could just make everyone a little more happy that it work. But it didnt. And after all of this consideration I have decided I am done. I dont want to try and work at it anymore because it has made me exhausted and I cant take it anymore. I dont need the tears or the pain and anger that you give me because it isnt worth it. I am finished.
Kaitlyn |
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